Your hands are mine to hold. <- this word no more exist :) Good morning. Today is rather boring. Mom is going out to look for a job. Sister went over to his boyfriend house. Hmm. I guess it's only me and mom in the house till Sunday. Gosh. How boring can that be :O Lets say I am pretty much doing well being single. I don't know. Am I? I guess I'm still waiting for that one guy :) Well I don't mind if it won't work out. I prefer telling him how I feel and just walk away :B Not mean. I just hate my feelings to wonder around without any destination and closure. I want to solve this right away and if he likes me or not I don't care because I'm not into serious relationship YET. I wanna continue studying. Do exciting stuff. Live an interesting life. I wanna have awesome people in my life. Those who live like they're young :) I wanna live serious and fun at the same time. Impossible? I can do it.