Today was just another disappointment for me. I don't know if I'm the only annoying one who's always emo'ish about love stuff or what -.- So today I'm a little disappointed, mad and basically lonely. As time tells, shukri always hang-out at my house after school. Its almost everyday he do it. But after that big fight we had previously, things change ~ The reason why we fight was not that big. It was rather a small matter. Very small. But of course, who won't get mad if someone repeat their mistakes ALL THE TIME. As a girl, I have feelings too. Although I look like I don't have one. Always laughing and seems like everything is OKAY but actually I don't. I'm tired of reminding him the things I don't like to do. So with all these things happening, I told myself that I don't care. I don't wanna care about this relationship and whatever happens, will happen and I will keep moving on. That was it :) But I can't lie to myself. I do get hurt sometimes. But to think my main priority was to live life as if I'm single. So whatever reason he tells me, I don't care. I have tons of things to do rather than spending time with you. If you can't walk home with me, fine :) If you can't hang-out at my house, fine :) Like another girl, fine :) Since I don't care and wanna live life like a single person, I'm allowed to do WHATEVER I WANT IN MY LIFE. That's for now. Byebye :*