I can't be good and I can't be bad. I can't be rough and I can't be soft. I can't be nice and I can't be mean. I'm not perfect as it seems. Nobody is. I make mistakes and nobody can forgive me. That's the side of me you never know. I mess up and I'll leave it that way. I rather sit and not solve anything. I prefer to watch everything fall apart and start freshly new where everything is broken to pieces. It takes awhile but I'm waiting for it. I will say sorry but that don't mean I will seek for your forgiveness. It only matters to me to apologize for my wrongs and not beg for forgiveness or sympathy. I ain't stupid. So are you. Please don't expect so much from me because neither of us are that perfect. I love you and I don't expect you to be perfect for me. You make mistakes but that's the part where I'll get to know you. You don't know how much I change just to love you and I still let you pointing blames at me. Yeaaahhh, who cares -.- I'm being patient for you and try to change my behavior just for you. You don't see it but my friends do. I leave everything behind just to spend quality time being with you. I wasted all my time just to keep company through the night. I wasted my damnnn fuckkiiinnggg sleeping beauty just to keep texting you till daylight. Did you know? NO :) It don't matter anyway. But yeah, I'm sorry for what I did :/