I totally dis my Blog for few weeks now. Sorry. There's a lot going on nowadays. Such like, Monitor stuff, home-works, extra home-works, extra plans for class things and etc. I'm not in the mood to list them out but hopefully I can summarize it for you guys :) So here's the thing, my school life started like a few weeks already and its life changing. Well, maybe its because my routine changed and so does my schedule. I can say that school life is interesting. So I got up at 6 a.m. and leave for school around 7 a.m. that's like one hour for me to get ready. I'm much more focused at school rather than home. So basically I pay attention on my studies and tried my best to be good. When I get back home, its 'RESTING' time for me. So everyday is almost the same. Except, I meet many people and get to know them too. Last year I didn't get that chance because I'm still new and apparently shy.So this year is a little different. I was voted to become the monitor of my class which means I often walk around school carrying books, looking for replacement teachers for the absence once, being called from the office to hand me something etc. And in that case, I meet a lot of people at the same time. Its fun. You get to be responsible for a lot of things but sometimes its tiring and you can forget some of the important things too. Too much of anything is good for nothing I guess :/ Love? Crush? Oh its normal for my age right. Perfectly normal :) Of-course I would admit that I have a few crushes here and there but hey, it's just a crush. Relationships? I don't know -.- my opinion, its safer not to have any relationships now. Why? I have a few reasons though -.- First, the most famous sayings. It's SPM this year, so avoid from lovey dovey stuff. Second, I'm so busy with school life and I'm just afraid that I don't have time for my love ones. Third, I just got dumped by a dude so I'm not yet ready. #Not gonna talk about it -.- Forth, my emotions are highly insecure right now. So many things happen I don't know how to settle down. And the last one, I'm not gonna impress boys xD I'm just gonna be ME :) I prefer it that way. Let them choose to like me for who I am and if they don't, not my loss.