HunnyBunny ♡

Not me :(

I don't know why lately I'm so down over things that are less sensitive issue. I may not be that kind of girl you always wanted. Someone who can make you feel better or make you laugh. But instead, I make situations boring, uncomfortable and not fun. Yeah, I admit that. I don't really know how to make relationships so perfect for you. But guess, I did try to impress you in many ways. I did wanted you to feel as if we're close and we could share things. I really wanted you to feel as if you can share your problems with me. I wanted to be that friend you can always count on. Someone who you can always depend on. But I'm just a wreck. No idea where to begin. It feels like I'm not used to anything with you. Feels like I'm just a beginner in a relationship with you. What the hell ? I did plan some things to do with you. But perhaps you'll think its boring since I'm a boring girl. Less fun and BORRRIIIINNNGGGGGGG ~ Gosh I miss my friends. I'm whole lot wild with them. Why ah? why why why? With you, I just lose my coolness, wildness, funnest, swagness, CRAP ! I did a lot of crazy things around. But I guess, I just need to care less about what people are going to talk about me. Maybe I should regain what I left behind. Being the wild, fun, crazy, hyper kid again huh? I'll try .... NEXT YEAR :)