"Everybody has a switch personality"

There's a feeling turned on when people said you have "switch personalities" and later on you go home thinking deep about it. That do happen to me a lot. Especially I react differently in numerous amount of people in this world. Sometimes it bugs me and it even drives me crazy. Trying to set things right wasn't the right way. You only notice that its all YOU. Its just how different you treat people based on their attitude. Its not switch personality. Its just your attitude tolerating with other people's attitude. I call that being TOLERANT with a specific persons attitude.

> I'm gonna stop that deep post and get to my real point.

I'm different depends on people's attitude. I can be rude and sarcastic, nice and bitchy or even cruel and nasty. You're welcome to pick one :) I have this massive break down if I see one of my schoolmates outside the border of SCHOOL. Since I live in the city, students in my school don't just live around my neighborhood. Most of them need to use public transportation to go home or whatsoever. In other point, they don't live near me which means I don't see them already after school or during my "afternoon hang-out". So I'll be hanging out with a bunch of kids from different schools. IN school and OUTSIDE school is 2 different world for me. In school, I'm nice and "under the rules of school" and I get to to talk to many people since we're in the same school. And in school, I'm being watch under the radar just like any other students. BUT. Outside school, I get to do whatever I want. Be whatever I want. Its the world out there with the big word of "DON'T CARE" I can talk to whoever I wanna talk to. Dress whatever I like. Go where ever I wanna go and do whatever I wish to do. As long as you have limits :) So when I see my schoolmates around, I panicked. Trying to save the best impression I can. But know one thing? I "DON'T CARE". Say whatever you wanna say because all I know, when the future is coming, I'm no longer that school girl you see before.