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I don't know what else could bother my life other than my own personal problems. Family problems keep coming and going. I'm so stressed out with my own family. Can't just anyone shut up and stop complaining? Everything is so low. Money income unstable, complaints keep coming, debts need to be paid. And the main point is, running short of money ! If you know then stop complaining and start budgeting everything ! I haven't eat for 4 days now. Last night my sister brought me Nasi Lemak from Peters place. It was delicious. Of course everything taste good when your starving to death -.- And at school I don't eat because I don't want to waste money. Its better to save those for important things. I don't complain when I don't eat. Because I know the situation well. My grandma just keep pissing me off. Complain here and there and she don't even get any benefits from her complaints. She was just adding more problems. My mom wanted to send her to my cousins house because she can eat well there and also the place is suitable for old age like her. Rather than here, she keep complaining that she don't get FRESH AIR -.- and her food is not found here. Only in those village place like my old house. Everyday she complains. Until one day I have to sneak in the house like a thief so she can't hear me. Or else she'll start complaining here and there and I hate that. What's worse is, I have to sneak into my own house. Its my house and I acted like its not mine. I'm very disappoint with my own action but its also for my good. Everytime I stuck myself in my room thinking all the problems I face with a stiff face. My mom asked me if I was angry at her. That look on her face draw my tears down as I could tell that I love her but sometimes I as a big girl who grow up fine also have some problems of my own. I keep reminding myself that maybe I will have my time to solve my problems later. But for now lets solve family first. But I end up forgetting to solve my own problem and got me stuck into complicated situations. Lately for this reason, I get a lot of migraines -_- Maybe this is the problem. But somehow I wish I could solve everything at once |
