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Opinion

Have you ever feel that sometimes when you don't expect to see some certain people, it just happen coincidentally? It feels like the opposite is purposely to be around you. Sometimes it bugs my life out off my freaking ass -.-' I'm not saying that I'm being full out of myself for some reason. But I am wondering that if the opposite is purposely being there or he is there for some other reasons. Any other of it, I don't wanna care. He is not my attention anymore. My life is going out well but with his presence around, I feel damn insecure. Just moving on life without the need of seeing him or talking to him has been part of daily routine now. But when I sees him around school or online, I freaked out. Why? Because I'm used to have him around as stranger that I don't know. But everytime I see him, that small feeling at the edge is starting to shake. Apparently, running away or avoiding him is the best method to keep that small feeling steady. Well, I now see him as no other but just a stranger who look familiar with some Deja Vu feeling. I can forget memories and keep them away if I know there's no reason for me to look back. Some people just call that BITCH but my way is calling that WISE :) I am not desperate looking for a relationship or anything but I am just hoping someone would love me better. Indeed I found the perfect man of my life. But its better to live my life first before being committed in a relationship. Besides, I'm healthy and not dying tomorrow. So no worries.