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My heart

Hellooooooooooooo BLOG ! Its been so long since I haven't blog. For 3 - 4 days I left this blog empty and boring. So many things happening around and bet me. The result is both bad and good. Good thing is, I know that out there is so much fun when you leave all your problems aside and just play around. The bad thing is, I put so much energy that leads me of getting sick like fever, cough, flu, migraine and a swollen ankle. Really sick now but I had a lot of fun. Just a few days before school break ends.

At the same time, so many personal things happening like me and HKK are breaking up. I'll take this one step towards success. I'll start new and forgetting this crap and move on like I used too :') For now, I'm one single stick can be made out of anything. Create me and I'll be what you want me to be. I'm just sad that Adam couldn't get his wish come true which is making me his girl friend before he leave for his job at Melbourne. I'm sorry, but my heart is currently in a process of healing itself. Before anything happens, let my heart relax and enjoy the moment while I grow up. For me and Saito Yun a.k.a Facebook name Genesis Rapsodos, we're just chilling now while waiting for the right time :D He called yesterday all the way from China and chatted for one hour plus. My phone got so hot and have to stop the conversation. Man his voice is so soft, can make him my bedtime lullaby :) So many things we chatted about. Even make the stupidest joke ever ! But still, my heart is so freaking HARD to melt T_T

To all the boys that promise me heaven, money, world, hell, gold, luxury and happily ever after life. Sorry but I don't need all that. I just need A friend. Not just any friend but A FRIEND. I have no idea why I don't find boys that attractive anymore /: Even for Saito Yun handsomeness, I still couldn't find any attraction. But I can tell that the both of us have so many similarities and problems and we also chatted non-stop whether its Twitter, Facebook or even Msn :D I don't know what is this weird chemistry but a guy like you don't promise me anything instead you'll give it even though I don't want to. You called me whenever you want to, you text me if you're free, you send me weird gifts like a necklace and a dress. I love that dress ! HA HA :] If you said my name once, My heart just go nuts ! But still my heart says no to relationships. Maybe this is what it means by the definition of a STRONG girl :) I'm proud.

For now, I'm focusing my time with Saito. Even we're damn far away ~ I'll just stay patient and let things flow :) I don't want to stress so much around us. I just want the both of us have fun and live life like we're used to.