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LOVE
Can I tell you how much I miss you? Every time I sit down in one corner alone. I think of you. Our memories that were once sweet. What happen ... ? I believe everything happens for a reason. And I have faith that everything will be alright. People that must go, they'll eventually go. No matter how hard you tried to make them stay. I know I've done big mistake. Playing the role of 'Miss destiny maker' - I should have LET things flow. Not MAKE things flow. Everything that happens to us was magic. Can we do that again? applying those tricks to make it wild. I hate to admit I'm fine because I'm hurt inside. I pretend that I'm strong but I am weak. I put on a happy face to show them I'm fine without you. Laughing out loud to prove that I can move on. I always say, I'm always happy but actually I miss you ~ ALL THAT WAS A LIE. I am lonely. Lonely enough to hear bad whispers. Lust that drags me to lost its virginity. Am I that weak ? I believe in happiness without lust. Small touch that reminds me to beware. That touch of yours that always make me follow. I wanted to try and spend time with you. But courage was never there to help me. I miss you, but probably you don't ~ Pride that make my ego stronger. Not to loose in this battle. Can we sit down and enjoy our coffee ? Similarity that connects us. A morning together and speak of past. What more can we be - You were so beautiful to let go. Too beautiful to be greedy to have you myself. So pretty that I don't realize you need a life to enjoy alone too. Chase you and catch you around the field. What more joy can bring me ? Letting you fly away makes me cry. Seeing you flew further from my side just hurt me more. I wanted to keep you in jar. A place where only me can watch you live and learn. I no longer have the ability to do so. As you grew up and have your own generation soon. Time never fix us. Yet to enjoy unexpected incidents - As you live your life without me, I pray you to find the best love for future. Look up into the sky baby :)
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