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This is LIFE
Life is not just a word you can erase and write it back. It is something you feel and enjoy about. Every single thing that happens to you is called life. All the ups and downs ~ You can't stop that unless you're dead. Something strike my ass today. Something that I never heard or touch but finally made me realize. What is happening to me is part of my life and my journey. Sometimes I say things which I don't mean it but hey, that is when I was with you. I said so many craps about people because I know I'm a piece of crap too and NOBODY I know is PERFECT. I do wan't to give up on life but that just made me look weak. I wan't to stop time and rest but TIME never wants me to rest. Everything is on the express lane. I wanted to slow down but I never did. All I know is keep walking and never look back. Looking back is for me to remind my mistakes so I will not repeat it :) I want to love forever but I'm not meant to do it now. I just broke with someone I really love 5 days after 26 of July. All that incident after the break up was really messy. I couldn't decide, I don't know who is right and wrong and with the confusion running around madly, I just wan't to say a word and move on. Last, I made A HUGE MISTAKE. Making people a substitute. I try to make myself believe that nobody is a substitute. Fair and honest. But I lied to myself. And finally, I solve one mistake and promise to never repeat it. Now I'm staying single and loving life. I realize if you just stop loving for a while, you could feel the breeze of a wonderful future you may have. But, I never want to stop feeling the breeze. I wan't to breathe it, smell it and taste it to the fullest ! Until then, I will decide who to love and when will that flow take me. I don't want to rush time or hesitate it. I want to ride it slowly and see everything happen before I start something serious and forget about the world. I never want to forget the people that I love most. But forgetting is just a beginning for me to move on with life. Somehow I wish to stick with the perfect things. But its just too boring for me ~ Now, loving life and enjoying time to the fullest. SINGLE LIFE ROOCCKKSS !
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