HunnyBunny ♡

I am sorry

I'm hurt seeing you being left out.
Take my hand and I'll guide you.
My heart hurts ~
I want to be your everlasting love.
Remain in your life forever.
Not hurting you.

Moving on is an escaped.
Out from this nightmare.

Its been a week since it rain so heavily. Got me starring away ~ I don't know what's in my mind lately. Everytime I took a step to forget, the more I remember in return. Is life this unfair? I am so lost in nowhere. Couldn't look back and walk through it. I don't want to go back to that stormy situation. Everything is a mess, all of it is stumble up right in front of my face. What should I do? Should I walk through it, or clean it up and who knows I'll find what I'm missing. I know we can never return what we had. But why is my mind thinking the opposite?

I know my heart now is unable to be in its former condition. I wish it is but its not an easy step. I would like to review our old memories where we used to laugh and cry. Where we speak our dream. I love you was the word that keeps us safe and secure to each other. Kissing all day and that touch. Why is my life this twisted and tangled? I am not sure if I've found my way out or I'm just running around in a circle. It seems like you've moved on leaving me suffering finding my way out. How did you do it? I want to be normal. Have a normal relationship, normal life, normal problems and not THIS :/ Everytime I said that I moved on, my heart simply whisper ' have you forgot about him? Everytime I wish to moved on, I always look back making sure you're okay. Till you're not okay, till there I won't move on. One beat and one move. Making sure that word is in my mind for you and for your good.

Sorry to say boys, but I'm a complicated girl with a simple and flexible life :) CHIAO