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Pain

Got up this morning to make some lunch box for me and HKK ~ My head was spinning like crazy and it took me 15 minutes to stand still and relax. And for that case, YEAH I was late to school :/ Not that late but to me it is LATE enough. I couldn't think of anything else besides than focusing on the road. I don't want to end up somewhere else besides school. The moment I saw a shortcut to where I always go which is the Koperasi, I straight away went there. And simply took a seat, I open a book to read. All of the sudden Hui Yi popped out from nowhere and took a seat in front of me :) Back then my head wasn't aching that much. Then Nina come along, so I asked her whether HKK came to school and she said yes ~ When the bell rang, I went up quickly and rest. After a few minutes, I stood up and stand by the corridor and daze off as far as I can. I didn't notice HKK and his friends are already in the class. I still daze very far thinking of him, my future, and mostly him ~ Then HKK grab my waist all of the sudden while saying >>>

HKK : what are you thinking?

me : Nah, just some morning blur stuff.

HKK : But you seem so serious -__-

me : No la, nothing ~

So he just pulled me down to sit. And he give me this look that makes my heart go nuts ! I don't know why but it seems like he's going to ask me questions :/ My prediction was indeed true. He did ask me a few questions concerning my heart. Asking me whether I'm alright being with him. I still hesitate thinking what should I say. But I know my answer is a definite YES that I am alright being with him. Not that I am making him Leon's substitute but he did have the medicine to cure me :') Although it still takes a while but I know he can do it. I can sense that he have the ability to cure me. Even though everyone says he wasn't nice at all but it seems like I know more about him than anyone else. He disclose me his past and all his bad attitudes and so did I. He told me what things he have done and who he hates and some other personal life things. I do respect him and for that reason, I stay as a good friend and a girlfriend :) Everything went so fine and without noticing, he actually let me see the bad side of him. IT WAS HORRID, but still :( I need to bear with it. My day just went fine with him and I am happy but ~ I am still hoping. My brain just won't stop reminding me to ' STOP IT ! But still I went on hoping -__- But who cares right? I'm a 50 50 chance survivor.