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Starring out of the window, wishing you were here. Looking at all the cars wondering if I have the future with you. Starting to smile and giggle by myself at once. Am I crazy? you know the answer. It's you :) Just once I remember all the jokes, the kiss, the hug. Your warm hands keep me strong and alive. I wonder, will I able to get them back? Starting to get mad because I know its too soon. So I waited. While waiting for the day to come, I realize that you have a life to live and I don't want to be the reason for your failures. So I step back keeping the contact low. My brain squeeze its idea of it owns and told me >> is he thinking of you? are you sure he will be back for you? does he still love you? even if the time comes for you guys to be together, will he still stay the same? << It hurts to hear all that but I'm afraid that my brains could be true at times. It's sad to say that I have to forget him sometimes and not always think that he's mine already. Someday somehow he won't be mine forever. It is fate that decides all that. So I told myself not to worry. Life move on no matter how painful it is. All the sweet times I tried to restore end up epic fail. I thought of myself, am I strong? Look at me now. I still survive the pain, means I'm strong. Thanks to all the support I have all this time still works no matter how grumpy sometimes I could be. Yes, I admit things sometimes failed for my attitude. But everyone learns their lesson. Now I'm sitting here, moving on life with a 50 percent of his appearance in my brain. That still help me to be happy and cheerful. Just a bit of him and a bit of my life to make my day complete. Before I leave the house, I pray and say >> no matter what happens, just smile :) << And every time I leave school to start my adventure in the afternoon, I told myself >> This adventure would be my story for you when we part << I stayed happy like you advice me too, and see where it leads me? Still here waiting :) I am a very stubborn girl, like a cat being chased away by its master, it still come back to seek some love. |