HunnyBunny ♡

Leon?

Hey mister ~ Did you know that I dream of you?

I cried this morning. Maybe because I miss him so much :( The whole morning was just about him and him. With HKK ignoring me the whole day except after school. My mood was just blown away in seconds. I have no idea why do I have to dream of him but I know for sure that I miss him so bad. I wanted to try and start a friendly conversation but all I can think was >> He hates you la ! He won't reply you la ! You think he will layan you meh? << I feel so irritated. I saw him many times passing by and my heart just ache so much ! URRGGHHH ~ I wish I could just fix things to the way it is. And tell the whole world : I DON'T FUCKING CARE IF YOU GUYS HATE ME FOR BEING WITH LEON. HE IS MINE, NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS !! STAY AWAY !! But guess I have no guts to do that. I am just a girl with talks and no actions :/ I spend my whole time thinking of him and my heart just went aching and aching till the last breath I took was washing my face. Stuck my face in the water so I can die. The next thing I know, hui yi stopped me .__.

Hey mister, will you just tell me face to face that you hate me so I can just let you move on? can you? PLEASE ~ you have no idea how much my heart aches. Yearning back for all the memories we had. Hoping for things that can never be return. Just say that you don't need me anymore then I can just back off and let you live your life. I'm dying and suffocating here ! I need you to tell me that you will leave me forever ! DO IT ! :'(