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I cleared my mind when I told myself that I'm gonna focus on my future which is getting into Malaysian Institute of Baking or Berjaya Times Square University College of Hospitality in the course of School of Culinary arts :) But for now, I am just studying and focusing on my accounts. Since I suck so bad at it, I should do something about it. As for love life? I don't know, I want to break up with HKK but somehow I'm gonna loose my chance of discovering if I'll end up happy or not :/ The main reason why I want to break up is that, I feel like everything were just pointless already. I'm not that passionate about love anymore. Unlike before. But still, I wanna try and see where does this leads me to. Lately I've been feeling very sort of empty. No idea why. Maybe because it just came to my mind about #Don't you think school lovers won't actually last? and the minute you're in university/college, you just realize that the boys there are way better than school boys. Well I guess maybe that's true but still, I insist :D Former love that is. AWW ~ of course I miss him :') he's the first guy who made do a lot of great stuff. He is also the first guy who showed me love real close. Nothing can erase that from me :) But still, let him have his future the way he wanted and let me just do mine too. I dare to admit that I'm perfectly fine without him, but I can't lie that my life sucks without him :/ Anyways, where were we again? Yeah, I can feel that 'FREE' is coming my way and I'm positive of it. I can't wait to be an adult and Peter can stop calling me BARBIE GIRL :)) Still, I'm feeling positive about my life. Notes : Every time I see you. No matter it is face to face, Facebook picture or a random notifications on my wall. I just smile and tell myself that one day we would be back. And hopefully this time, we are free :') ADIOS readers :#
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