HunnyBunny ♡

Confession

Since the day we separated. That was on Sunday in MSN :) I thought I won't let the grip off. But some part of me are letting it go. Such that my head is letting you go but my heart is unwilling to let this go. WHY? In my life, there's only two answers that can make me move on. But you never gave me the answer so I'm stuck this way. A part of me is saying if I let everything go, I'll be free and living life like old days where I flirt with every boys in town. But some part of me says that if I DON'T let you go, I am loyal and decide everything on everybody's behalf that makes the situation ain't hard to accept. At the same time, I'll be living with the hope that we will be back again. I hate to HOPE for something I know that is unsure. I hate to wait for someone who clearly see me I'm stuck this way and he just don't care. I just hate it ! Everything is so obvious. Then what else am I doing? Just let go and forget him for god sake ! No good of waiting some pointless guy who can't even made his mind and his own decisions. Would be WORST when you both are together again -.- I know I know ~ DUMBI huh /: But still why is my heart having its hard time to let you go ?! I am tired of doing this and that. My life is always about fun, party, boys and outing. Now that I'm gaining all that back still I feel sort of empty. When I came back to my old life, most of my friends are surprise. Since we were together. I never do bad stuff, stay home be loyal to you. Now that you're gone I am back. So everyone goes like 'she's back? ahhaha ~ I know. I want to let go of you, but my heart still can't face the fact that you're not mine to handle anymore. Why so troublesome one -.- Whatever it is. I am still here eating while talking facing Adam :D EPIC moment we had.