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Complicated
This is so FUCKING complicated >< What's with me lately? So many things happening at once. I don't understand why things can't come one by one :/ I'm attracted to you, but I don't like you. That's it ! I won't compromise with my feelings anymore and I will stay with one guy ! That is LEON :] End of decision. No relationships until he finish his SPM and see what's going to happen next. You like me, confessed to me and I rejected you means you don't have to wait for me. I don't want you to be hurt. You're still 15 my dear, finish PMR first okay :) Find a better girl. I'm too old to be your girlfriend already x] I don't want to be mean but It's the truth. My heart is still broke and I can't be in love with anymore guys besides than Leon :/ I'm so sorry if I hurt you. But its best for everyone :) I've been thinking about what Hui Yi told me in class, " If you love him very much, you will stay strong and wait for things to get back together " I guess she's right. I do love him and I can still wait. I won't waste this effort of loving him that much. Although so many guys recently being so friendly to me but I like it. I have many friends now :) In school >>>> WOW ! I made so many friends today :) why? Because I'm being so friendly in class and in school. I guess today was the best day, although I'm sick :} I still can't get off my mind that actually most of the class students started talking to me already. Especially for Kah Kit and Faris, we've been talking the whole time in class -.- Cannot study at all. Those stupid gossips we made about people and stuff. Hui Yi's jealous :P HAHA x] Sharing most of my problems with them and yeah, they all said the same thing. " If you love him very much, then just WAIT ! " HAHA, I was so surprised that they turned out to be my good friends in class. From now on, this friendship will stay :) And I got my confidence back to wait and to love him again. AFTER SPM xD And yeah, my days would be so fun after this ! And for you Leon, I'll just wait. People got my back and are supporting me. I don't need those bitches to bring me down :) I'm all straight to stand and be strong :] |