HunnyBunny ♡

Is it just me?

I dislike it when a girl does the every moves. Is it just me who like him or I'm just living in dreams. Doubts started to threatened me. I am not sure does he have the same feelings as I am. I don't think he does >< or its just that I am pressuring things. My brain is suck up by all this stuff. Like what the fuck la ~ I am just so confuse. Sometimes there's sweet hints sometimes there's not. I really want to be honest and ask him if he do have the same feelings. I he don't, I better just move on and meet someone else. I am that loyal because I like him. Since I am full doubts, I prefer ending it than moving it on. But because I have to consider his side. I must wait to confirm.

Last friday >>>>
So yeah, suzy called me like at midnight and I'm just so bumped out. Calling me at midnight, what activity is she doing. Finally said so, SKINNY DIPPING ! Ouh great -.- swimming naked. She picked me up and settled a moment in her house. Till then, boys started screaming and stuff and guess who I saw, EX BF JOE >< I panicked and stuff yeah. Almost had an argument with suzy and begging to go home but who wanna missed out the fun right? So I finally stayed at the corner. So when suzy ask all of us to change, I change. He was there, opening his clothes and wearing some denims I think >< I was wearing bra and some shorts :D pooffeddd ! everyone jumped in. swim and swim and swim. Settled in front of the kitchen alone since there's more heat there :) so he came with towels and getting some drinks from the fridge. I just acted like I don't care. He put the towel on me and we chatted. After few minutes, everything went blank. After realizing things, I notice, WE KISSED :x Ah geezz, no idea what I should say but forget all about it. I passed and I hate repeating old relationships. I'm tired of it.