HunnyBunny ♡

Everything is vanished to thin air

I still love you and always will. Perhaps we're not meant to be together now but maybe soon we will. Memories will still haunt me as I still love you. I'm drunk and not taking care of myself anymore. Why do I do that? Maybe It's a way for me to be happy :/ Everything is just a nightmare for me. I always wish its a fantasy but it end up as a nightmare. I don't know why I sounded stupid and desperate but as usual, I FAILED TO LOVED AND TO BE LOVED. I guess, this is what normally happens when I loved someone this much. They will be gone and never be seen again. I wish I could have the powers to return everything what's good but I think I'm tired and need some rest and wait for my time to come. I just wish I wasn't born this way. But TWIN say, everything that happens must have a purpose. I think the purpose for all this is to teach me how to survive. And yes, I will come back and love you once more. I don't think I'll be able to talk more since I got a bucket list to full fill before everything ends for me. As for my friends, I always love you guys, pray for me that I can make it through this big day of my life that decides whether I continue or end it. As for you my dear, be strong, stay strong and live your life well. I'll be enjoying life as much as I can :) Hey, hot girls need everything to survive ;)

>>> I sounded pathetic but hey, I hope I could make it through the day and enjoy life as a normal kid. Have my future visioned out and have kids eventually :) HAHA, weirdness much. Hey buddy, I still love you okay ! wait for me :P Let me finish everything I started then I'll come back to you. Don't be so emo all the time as I am always happy no matter what.